[ She looks a little conflicted, and her fingers tighten around his much larger hand. Is this something she can trust him with? Is it something she should? ]
There is already so much responsibility on your shoulders. [ His dozen and one children he has to look out for. He was one of the first to walk into neutrality. How much should she drag him into this? How much could she ask of him? ] Are you certain you want to help me? What I may want to ask... it may involve a bigger scheme.
[He'd chosen to walk into neutrality, but it's just as much a choice to walk back out if he feels he's needed elsewhere. And with those dozen and one children to look out for? With the entire city feeling like it could collapse in on itself at any moment? With the very roof over his head feeling like it could tumble down at any moment? He knows he can't bury his head in the sand. Not that he'd ever be the kind of person who would, anyway.
He reaches forward with his free hand, then, so he can take Shinobu's into both of his. The expression on his face is steeled over with determination, reinforced with the anger he's tried so hard to keep from bleeding out in front of his residents.]
I wouldn't have offered my help otherwise, Shinobu. If there's anything I can do at all, I'll see that it's done.
[ The entire city does feel like it could collapse in on itself, and it's killing her slowly if it doesn't end up killing her quickly. Her walls are no longer connected to bodyguards who refuse routine check ups, and her doors are open to anyone. Helping everyone isn't the issue; it's finding the right way to.
She nods, seeing his expression. ]
I want to see if anything happens at the Azalea Lights Festival first. I'll come to you even if nothing does happen.
[ It will just help her frame what she wants to do. ]
[There's a little hum of agreement from him. He has a bad feeling about the festival and BOY IS HE ABOUT TO HAVE AN "I KNEW IT" MOMENT.]
Please do. Okuni is taking granny, uncle and the kids away for the weekend, so I should be more available.
[Though what he really means by that is "I should be able to take actions that may be more risky, because I won't be worried about them getting dragged in or more gatling guns raining down on my gotdam roof." The second question seems to catch him off his guard though, and after a second of hesitation, he shakes his head.]
No, I don't. I wasn't planning on staying very long after the lanterns are lit.
[Maybe he'd hoped to sort a few of his own personal singular braincell issues out, but sometimes things like romance take a backseat to dealing with KIDNAPPERS.]
[ That's sincere even if she's quieter saying that. It's a little wise in a way, too, but she understands the implications. If Okuni is also going to be out of the picture for a while, she won't have to worry as much either, what with that shoulder wound. That's one less thing to factor in. ]
[Another, lighter hum. It's the least he can do - and in a situation and a city where he feels less and less capable of keeping everyone he loves safe, he's desperate to hold onto those things he can have a say in.
He gives her hand another squeeze before lowering it again, moving to draw his hands back.]
I'll be waiting for you. [...] But take care in the meantime, if you can. We're all working hard, but I know how you are.
[Exactly the same as like 90% of the people from Xian Le, damn. Self-sacrificing, willing to use themselves up for the sake of getting more done.]
[ She smiles up at him, her warmth and affection clear. She wants to fully trust him. ]
I'd be a terrible doctor if I aggravated my wound before it could heal.
[ She needs to be able to be in her best shape to do her all. How can she do her best to help everyone if she's not at her best? They're all reckless in her own ways, but she tries to be reasonable when she can. ]
You take care until then, too. I know how you are, too.
[The smile he offers back is equal parts fond in its exasperation and exhausted in its warmth.]
True, true - and you're the exact opposite of a terrible doctor, so I guess I'll just need to have faith.
[That she won't run out and do wildass reckless things agaiN... At least not until her injuries are a little more healed, hopefully. But he'll step back with a laugh, raising a gentle hand in mock-dismissal and goodbye.]
I'll take care, I will. My word! Until next time, then?
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[ She looks a little conflicted, and her fingers tighten around his much larger hand. Is this something she can trust him with? Is it something she should? ]
There is already so much responsibility on your shoulders. [ His dozen and one children he has to look out for. He was one of the first to walk into neutrality. How much should she drag him into this? How much could she ask of him? ] Are you certain you want to help me? What I may want to ask... it may involve a bigger scheme.
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He reaches forward with his free hand, then, so he can take Shinobu's into both of his. The expression on his face is steeled over with determination, reinforced with the anger he's tried so hard to keep from bleeding out in front of his residents.]
I wouldn't have offered my help otherwise, Shinobu. If there's anything I can do at all, I'll see that it's done.
[No matter what it is.]
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She nods, seeing his expression. ]
I want to see if anything happens at the Azalea Lights Festival first. I'll come to you even if nothing does happen.
[ It will just help her frame what she wants to do. ]
... Do you have a date for that night?
[ Just so she can time her visit. ]
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Please do. Okuni is taking granny, uncle and the kids away for the weekend, so I should be more available.
[Though what he really means by that is "I should be able to take actions that may be more risky, because I won't be worried about them getting dragged in or more gatling guns raining down on my gotdam roof." The second question seems to catch him off his guard though, and after a second of hesitation, he shakes his head.]
No, I don't. I wasn't planning on staying very long after the lanterns are lit.
[Maybe he'd hoped to sort a few of his own personal singular braincell issues out, but sometimes things like romance take a backseat to dealing with KIDNAPPERS.]
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[ That's sincere even if she's quieter saying that. It's a little wise in a way, too, but she understands the implications. If Okuni is also going to be out of the picture for a while, she won't have to worry as much either, what with that shoulder wound. That's one less thing to factor in. ]
I'll see you then, if nothing goes awry.
[ She hopes against all hopes it'll end well. ]
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He gives her hand another squeeze before lowering it again, moving to draw his hands back.]
I'll be waiting for you. [...] But take care in the meantime, if you can. We're all working hard, but I know how you are.
[Exactly the same as like 90% of the people from Xian Le, damn. Self-sacrificing, willing to use themselves up for the sake of getting more done.]
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I'd be a terrible doctor if I aggravated my wound before it could heal.
[ She needs to be able to be in her best shape to do her all. How can she do her best to help everyone if she's not at her best? They're all reckless in her own ways, but she tries to be reasonable when she can. ]
You take care until then, too. I know how you are, too.
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True, true - and you're the exact opposite of a terrible doctor, so I guess I'll just need to have faith.
[That she won't run out and do wildass reckless things agaiN... At least not until her injuries are a little more healed, hopefully. But he'll step back with a laugh, raising a gentle hand in mock-dismissal and goodbye.]
I'll take care, I will. My word! Until next time, then?
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She waves back. ]
You have my word, too. Until next time.