You help enough as you are now. Even when you shouldn't be pushing yourself while adjusting to your new vision, you're still here.
[ She gestures to the small stockpile of salves. ]
Do what you feel is right and what makes you happy, not what you think you should have done. If it will ease your mind and you wish to be with the Xian Le again, I won't stop you.
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[A slight shake of his head, as he manages to nudge himself into continuing his efforts.]
I can't... I can't help thinking I might have been able to help more, if I stayed.
[If he'd been there when Xie Lian took over.]
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[ She gestures to the small stockpile of salves. ]
Do what you feel is right and what makes you happy, not what you think you should have done. If it will ease your mind and you wish to be with the Xian Le again, I won't stop you.