I don't want to see a Dimitri who gives up trying, but he is still trying now.
[ how large of an attempt is up in the air, but he's much too honest and sincere to fake it. for all his pleasantries, he just needs a trigger before he goes full ratshack. ]
It would be nice, if he had a chance to be happier. [ if he could accept more happiness into his life. ] It would be nice, if he realized his worth.
she has to cover her face. she doesn't know if this is something to laugh at because she knows it's terrible. she got a glimpse of how terrible he can be, so she can only imagine what he's like once he's completley gone. ]
... Fortunately, I can still do both with him. [ fortunately or surprisingly. ] But I suppose it was a little harder to do when we first met.
… I don’t know him as well as you do, I believe. But that’s to be expected. He’s still someone I think deserved better than what he got, but I’m certainly not the person to change that.
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[ or full of self-loathing. But shinobu knows it's hard to overcome years of trauma and years of guilt you do everything to hold onto. ]
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[ how large of an attempt is up in the air, but he's much too honest and sincere to fake it. for all his pleasantries, he just needs a trigger before he goes full ratshack. ]
It would be nice, if he had a chance to be happier. [ if he could accept more happiness into his life. ] It would be nice, if he realized his worth.
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… You worry about him a lot, hm?
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[ her smile is a bit apologetic, a tinge sad. ]
I've done some terrible things to him, and yet he still... I don't know if I could extend kindness the way he has to me after what I did.
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[ hmmm. ]
What did you do? If you don’t mind my asking.
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Knowing what you know of Dimitri, what do you think are some of the worst things you can do to him?
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Tell him to calm down.
Or try to talk any sense into him about his plans of action during the war.
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she has to cover her face. she doesn't know if this is something to laugh at because she knows it's terrible. she got a glimpse of how terrible he can be, so she can only imagine what he's like once he's completley gone. ]
... Fortunately, I can still do both with him. [ fortunately or surprisingly. ] But I suppose it was a little harder to do when we first met.
It was little more drastic than that.
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… I don’t know him as well as you do, I believe. But that’s to be expected. He’s still someone I think deserved better than what he got, but I’m certainly not the person to change that.
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... from what I've heard, he's doing better now than he usually has from those of you in the future.
[ so she can continue to hope he won't become the dimitri that yuri saw. ]
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