[ hilariously, the revolving doors do sort of spin endlessly for shinobu still. she's in a cycle of trying to set things on fire at camp, vibing in the butterfly garden to chill out, only for the butterflies to influence her to try and destroy the camp again.
rinse, repeat.
dimitri can maybe catch her while she's sweeping her way back towards camp, a very dangerous expression on her face as ever. very hooligan. ]
Good day, Dimitri. I am not insane if I do not expect different results. Goodbye, Dimitri.
[ he's out by the burnt out, hollowed cabin in the fog of the camp. it's quiet out here, even less occupied than everywhere else. there's HOOLIGAN written on his face, as expected, but his expression isn't angry this time—he just looks out over the wreckage, barely taking it in. ]
[ i spent a long time wondering if there was anything dimitri doesn't know or hasn't seen already? he was there for most of it, gamewise.
anyway, wherever they may, she makes her way over to him. she's about to bully him and tell him he should go spend time in the spa, but stardust falls.
[ these last few days haven't been the greatest, have they? executions are always bad. trials are no better. three deaths and only one solved during trial itself... well, it's still a better track record than camp. ]
Will you join me for some tea, Dimitri?
[ i have to rewrite part of this light novel chapter from shinobu's pov so have a gentle transition in. ]
[ sadly, it does feel like flew shot closer to the truth than they ever did at camp. not that he feels any better about it, but back then he would pace with anger after trials and executions.
now, he joins her in the courtyard for some tea. ]
Of course.
[ there's the threat of memories, but she's already seen the worst of it, anyway. ]
...I've no eye for such things, but the wisteria are beautiful.
she told her she didn't believe it was him, but she didn't argue with harrowhark or lup for a reason. her heart was torn. she wouldn't want him to suffer the anguish of living without being found guilty, but she wants so much for him to live.
she truly is weaker than she thinks sometimes, but.... there is a clarity to her voice when she speaks. ]
... I'm sorry for not being strong enough to point the finger at you.
[ he's obviously not going to blame her, even if they both know that the other would want to be caught. he was fully in denial that she had anything to do with sylvain's murder, enough that he wouldn't dig any further into his own friend's death. ]
week(end) 0, saturday
she isn't moving. she isn't getting up. happy saturday. ]
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Shinobu!?
[ he's going over to help peel her off the ground, hello? ]
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w0 ; first sunday
...Hello, Shinobu.
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Dimitri? Why do you sound like you lost a battle?
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week 0, monday
rinse, repeat.
dimitri can maybe catch her while she's sweeping her way back towards camp, a very dangerous expression on her face as ever. very hooligan. ]
Good day, Dimitri. I am not insane if I do not expect different results. Goodbye, Dimitri.
[ (fanime voice) goodbye forever ]
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Wait—!
[ goodbye forever... except that he follows after her immediately. ]
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w0 ; friday
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shinobu doesn't hesitate to seek him out. she barely glances at the wreckage and focuses on him, walking to his side. ]
Dimitri. [ she won't say it'll be all right because it isn't all right now. ] Did it help at all?
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w1 ; tues
so that's good. ]
I think we've been spotted.
[ here come the clowns... ]
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Do you think they're human?
[ what does she think a clown is, ]
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w1, saturday
whenever she sees dimitri, she comes close to hacking up a whole lung full of flowers. ugh. ]
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he's just outside his room today, shooting her a concerned look. ]
Are you all right...? [ what color are they, help ]
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w2 ; sunday
...This feels like what we're more accustomed to.
[ failing... ]
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she wars between giving him a look and smiling like she usually does. ]
I hate that it is what we're used to. I wanted some novelty.
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help i hate dw erroring and telling me it couldn't post yet posting anyway
dreamwidth is the enemy
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w3, monday
anyway, wherever they may, she makes her way over to him. she's about to bully him and tell him he should go spend time in the spa, but stardust falls.
welcome to her canon point. ]
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though his reaction to this particular part is much simpler than the other two parts: revulsion. he scowls. ]
What a disgusting creature. [ he wants to punt him to hell himself. ]
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w3, sunday
Will you join me for some tea, Dimitri?
[ i have to rewrite part of this light novel chapter from shinobu's pov so have a gentle transition in. ]
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now, he joins her in the courtyard for some tea. ]
Of course.
[ there's the threat of memories, but she's already seen the worst of it, anyway. ]
...I've no eye for such things, but the wisteria are beautiful.
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w4 ; mon
Ugh. This place does not inspire the best memories...
[ their GAMER DEN TRAUMA ]
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me:
shinobu grabs his hand right away. ]
I don't mind being a hooligan again.
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w4; thursday
he would have been welcome to her room any time before this, but maybe this is the first time he's been here. i don't know his life.
well, i guess he did escort her to her room. ]
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anyway he'll sit at her bedside. ]
...Will you tell me what happened?
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w4; friday
Dimitri.
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You're safe. [ it's a terrible day still, but at least he can confirm that. ]
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week 4, saturday
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eventually, ]
I hate this place.
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w5 ; fri
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I can wait until you're done.
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w5; saturday
she told her she didn't believe it was him, but she didn't argue with harrowhark or lup for a reason. her heart was torn. she wouldn't want him to suffer the anguish of living without being found guilty, but she wants so much for him to live.
she truly is weaker than she thinks sometimes, but.... there is a clarity to her voice when she speaks. ]
... I'm sorry for not being strong enough to point the finger at you.
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[ he's obviously not going to blame her, even if they both know that the other would want to be caught. he was fully in denial that she had anything to do with sylvain's murder, enough that he wouldn't dig any further into his own friend's death. ]
I would only have lashed out at you if you did.
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week 7, saturday
she looks for him soon rather than later. it's only been two weeks, but she missed him too much for it only being two weeks. maybe that's sign enough.
the dogs are still with him, you said. ]
Are you enjoying Yoo Joonghyuk's curse, Dimitri?
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he looks up at her and looks more plainly happy, though. ]
Yes, but let's not tell him or he will get a big head.
[ he gently scoots one of the dogs over so she can sit or sprawl out with him. ]
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i wrote half this tag and then ran away, you know, like a coward
i would have accepted your cowardice but thank you for coming back
stop.. my cowardice......
throws cowardice aside