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shinobu "mashed potato" kocho ([personal profile] wisterin) wrote2020-04-27 07:21 pm

(giyuu voice) i am not disliked

spoilers for kny, post-anime, in this post

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[personal profile] baori 2020-04-30 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's not really misunderstanding. (no, he totally is.) she's just being herself.

he went from zero to one then to two and now back to one. but clearly there had to be at least a full hand of people should would exist to like him, right? (who he'd imagine those people would be is beyond me but—)
]

...who were the two people you spoke of?

[ what does it say that you can't even comfortably confirm them on your own? ]
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-01 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ SOBS IN TOMIOKA GIYUU. ]

Kanroji.

[ there might be some slight hesitation in his voice even though it's about the same as putting a dog on the free spot on a bingo card. THE PROBLEM IS THE SECOND ONE. this shouldn't be a mind game but he knows that she'll use it as a way to politely dunk him with whatever name he says.

...


......
]

Is it just among the Pillars?
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-01 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ as though shinobu needed more ammo to dunk on him in the first place.... ]

Tanjiro.

[ again, another person who qualifies as "free space", but while he was hesitant about mitsuri, he isn't with tanjiro. he vaguely considers tanjiro's friends and... well, even on the impossibly slim possibility that they could like him, he doesn't know if he wants to be liked by them.

isn't that a crying shame? and in news that will definitely give shinobu a laugh—
]

I was planning on bringing Shinazugawa ohagi the next time I saw him.

[ as an offering to get along with him better but then things went to shit. ]
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-01 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ he wasn't sure if she's a completely free square or counted. friendship head games.... amazing. however, her question about how he would give the ohagi to sanemi has him genuinely confused? is there some secret way that you're supposed to deliver that sort of thing?

you bring people food packaged for them to eat? admittedly, the "how" he carries around things is always a bit "where did you stash that rope, giyuu, i need to know".
]

Normally.

[ literally how else would there be? but at the same time, what answer was she expecting?? ]
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-01 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ clearly it did both.

especially when her follow up question confuses him even more. is there something he's missing? he'll wrack his brain for a moment but there's only one answer that he can provide.
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Handing it to him as you would a letter.

[ BECAUSE THAT'S THE BEST HE'S GOT? why does this matter?? why is she so concerned about this?? tanjiro and he talked about doing it. it seemed like a solid plan. (do not remind him of how tanjiro was banned from seeing sanemi....) ]
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-01 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
Tanjiro.

[ as one could expect. ]

He interrupted our practice sparring because he thought we were fighting with the suggestion that we share some ohagi instead.

[ they were probably fighting eventually but what does giyuu know. hell, he was trying to have a conversation with sanemi but wasn't listening to him so can we ever really trust giyuu's assessment? ]
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-01 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ hm.

it definitely seems like giyuu might have forgotten (ignored) that little fact. tanjiro is so likable under other circumstances but sanemi is sanemi and they sure did have that fight.

now he's going to make a face to wonder if that still wouldn't work regardless. if someone came up to him with his favorite food, he would be rather amiable towards them, or well, as amiable that he could be. but then again, giyuu.
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Edited (looks at self and english) 2020-05-01 17:09 (UTC)
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-02 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ he... will not say anything.

nothing out loud, at least, as he continues to internalize things. any other person might have asked for tips of now to not make such a fool of themselves or how to resolve such a relationship, but that is any other person that isn't named tomioka giyuu...

would offering someone their favorite food as a peace offering not work?
]
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-02 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ closes my eyes.


the poking will and can go on for a while since this is a harmless conversation where she's roasting him gently, but when it finally ends, he'll be as nonchalant as ever. aka, he finally got to the place where most reasonable would have gotten to immediately.
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Kocho—how would you hand it to him?

[ or how would she deal with sanemi?? ]
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-02 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ ???


???


okay, there are two takeaways here; the first one is how she wouldn't want to earn his favor and two, is that she'd invite him to her home. now that's an idea that he doesn't want to consider even in the slightest. he is not in the business of inviting anyone over. (you don't have guests if you don't have friends??)
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I don't want him to come to my place.

[ this is why so very few people like you, giyuu. ]
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-02 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ sadly, the underlying meaning is lost on him largely because he's quite happy with the fact that he doesn't have to worry about sanemi coming to his home and wrecking shit with his poor attitude. though the fact that he was trying to say that he wanted to be on good terms with sanemi fell through does get through.

unfortunately? fortunately?

it doesn't matter much because he's not sure what he's supposed to say now. is he supposed to give up? why was he trying to make amends with sanemi in the first place.... maybe giyuu could use some words, or, more realistically, he'll look blankly to the side.

is giyuu going to attempt friendship now? this is cursed.
]
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-03 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ silently presses F for one rengoku.... may he continue to burn on. ]

I do speak to her.

[ "more" she means, of course, but he already sees that she does and he's just??? how much more does he have to talk to person? you talk to people once you have something to say to them, or something along those lines, right?? ]
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[personal profile] baori 2020-05-03 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ WHY DOES SHE ASK HIM QUESTIONS SHE KNOWS HE CAN'T ANSWER. he doesn't even understand her question. ]

Simply to talk to someone?

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